These are some really hard times we all are facing today. I see a lot of people are scared because their actually learning a lot about themselves, and are being forced to face their own demons! You’re no longer able to swamp yourselves at work all day to avoid the troubles at home… or have to face your true self! You’re no longer able to prance the streets of Las Vegas all night because it’s the city that never sleeps! Partying all night… because the entire city is asleep. Not only the hotels and the restaurants. The people are asleep! Everybody screaming and making jokes about how things should open back up because the kids need to go back to school. First of all that’s why we have the internet and teachers online… This is the chance to actually sit with your child, work with your child instead of a tutor, learn what your child knows! Some parents been having problems with some work children were bringing home, well now you and your child can sit and learn together online with the teachers. Some parents never been able to attend parent conference meetings… now’s your chance! Parents no longer know how to raise their own children! You actually have some parents that the nannies were raising their children, or the teachers because of after school programs, tutors. Because parents were at work 60% of the child’s time and the other 40% between sleep and school. Get to know your children personally. We don’t have personal relationships anymore because everybody on the go all at different times, coming and going. Also this internet and this technology is so much of a distraction in homes today. How do 2 year old’s know how to work a phone but can’t go to a toilet? they are being brainwashed to the wrong things in this world. Schools have even gotten rid of books and now it’s all computerized, so you really don’t want your child left behind so you buy your children phones and laptops because now it’s needed. Listen to how humans are being pushed out by computers. So we are going to need love in this world for each other because we will be spending much more time together because we will no longer be needed anywhere else but home.
LOVE ONE ANOTHER: During times like these you would think the world would have gotten some things together . You would think a lot of people were learning how to come together and love… You would think that any quarrels you had with someone, now would be the time to quash the beef! I won’t speak on religion too much but in my religion we’d always say “Times like these everybody should fall to your knees,” You should be learning how to love. We are lacking love. Everybody so busy thinking they have to work 100% of their lives to be better than the next. To have more than the next instead of us all coming together to even and ration. Now what? With all the greed it seems we are all equal now. Unless you special and have a cure EVERYBODY in this same situation together. We are supposed to be caring and praying for each other safety. With this pandemic we saw no matter how much you have you aren’t excluded. All your money and fancy cars and clothes, jewelry can do nothing for you now, they’re only materialistic things that you can’t use in these times. This is times of choices… even though everyday has been times for choices, but right now you have the choice on whether you’ll take this pandemic as a lesson and try to find your own theory or a blessing showing that togetherness and love is what we need. Everybody so uptight! Think about it… if everybody working so hard to have something in the end they won’t even enjoy. And if you’re so busy… too busy for love who will enjoy it when you’re gone? You never had time for love so you’ll die lonely. Who get’s it all? What was it all for? You were lonely the entire time and you were a total bi**h to your family so no one liked you. But you thought it was jealousy but you just was a rotten person because you were programed to be this way. Now you can’t get alone with anyone because your head is in the clouds. And now with this pandemic your money not even able to help you. So if you think love is buying a person, you’re wrong. If you think money will make you happy, you’re wrong! Having the money will fix one thing and may make you happy but it always ruin another… remember that. A person with less money have the purest heart, not only will money change things… it changes people also.
I USED THIS PICTURE TO DESCRIBE REAL LOVE… THIS IS A PICTURE OF MY MOTHER AND HER HUSBAND. WHEN I THINK OF LOVE I LEARNED FROM THIS LADY, MARYM TAYLOR. SHE IS A TRUE DEFINITION OF LOVE, AND HER HUSBAND ROBERT(RIP) THEIR RELATIONSHIP TAUGHT ME THE TRUE DEFINITION OF LOVE.
During this pandemic you would think that I would’ve had at least 3 books written by now. But something I’ve learned about me is that I have a very short attention span no it doesn’t have anything to do with distractions. I feel those are just excuses people tell themselves to blame anything but themselves of why something isn’t getting done, haven’t been done, or didn’t get done. I knew with everything being shutdown and everybody had to stay inside that was an authors dream! Because seeing if you’re not with a big publishing company, you ain’t getting no sit down income from being an author. I know being in the Urban Genre that if you don’t have readers (A huge and faithful, down ass fan club) that I’ve saw most of these authors have, you don’t have a nice income flowing that’ll let you floss and flaunt and just chill. That’s why when you see me, well that’s actually why you don’t see me because I’m always behind the scenes trying to figure some shit out. So with that comes you have to go out and do something you’ve never wanted to do… work for someone else and waste most of your day doing something you hate, to come home and not be able to do something you love because you’re too swamped! For one… I knew what my issues were with writing the entire time I’ve been writing. You can blame black of knowledge, not knowing certain things but then there’s research and asking questions, social medial have all sorts of tools to help you along the way. But that wasn’t my problem. As I said long ago consistency, and determination and discipline is what I lack. I have no self control over my own mind to confront myself! I pretend I get distracted but really and truly, obviously I’m afraid. I have no idea if it’s the attention because I’ve always been shy coming up, so as I became an adult I talked other ways… I really still haven’t come all the way out of my shell when it comes to crowds. Bet yet, I would love people to be goggling over my books. So why is it that I haven’t published another book since my first series? I feel it’s because we’ve been so trained with time, I felt the pressure of having to have a book done by a deadline with a publisher. So that is what I have to do. Set myself a deadline to put on the pressure!
NEW WORK COMING NEXT WEEK… WITH THE EDITOR!
MESSAGE: DURING THIS PANDEMIC IT’S A TIME FOR FAMILY LOVE, SELF LOVE, AND TO GIVE AND SHOW LOVE TO ONE ANOTHER, FAMILY, FRIENDS AND NEIGHBORS… FIND A HOBBY OR TACKLE YOUR TALENT!
A TIME TO COME TOGETHER WHILE HAVING TO STAY APART!